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Writing this book, “My Journey to Superconsciousness II, Awakening”, has been a journey of healing, acceptance and understanding on my personal journey of soul development. I hope my story may assist you to reflect on your story.
Almost 11 years ago, on September 14th, 2007 I asked my teacher and mentor Margaret McElroy, “Margaret, I’d like to ask Master Maitreya to help me understand what holds me back?” as I was so eager to advance in my spiritual development, but struggled with it as things did not go the way I wanted them to go or thought they should go. Margaret McElroy was a deep trance channel for the ascended Master Maitreya, a teacher from the world of Spirit. In different occasions, several people had also given me messages that I needed to let go of something deep within that was holding me back from moving forward in vibration. No matter what others said, I was not able to understand what was holding me back. Through Margaret, Maitreya told me that it was tied to an issue I had with my father when he was put in jail during the Chinese Cultural Revolution. I felt so ashamed of being his daughter and I blamed him for bringing such pain to our family and me. There were times when I wondered why I was born into my family. While Margaret/Maitreya talked to me, I became emotional and tears flowed down my cheeks. I realized that I had not released the painful emotions from the traumatic experiences in my life in China. Margaret/Maitreya told me that it was buried deep in my subconscious and suggested that I write a book about it. The process of writing the book would enable me to touch and release everything within me. I knew in my heart that I did not want this to hold me back anymore and I desperately wanted to move forward in vibration so I could fulfill my destiny.
The first book of the series is about my life experiences before I began my spiritual development on the metaphysical level. I could not understand why I had to experience so much struggle, hardship and difficulties throughout my life. I didn’t have any positive views about my life at all. All I knew was that life seemed too hard. I had to work very hard for everything and only seemed to succeed through hardship, struggle, determination discipline and perseverance. I asked myself numerous times, “Why? Why do I have to go through all this? It is unfair! What is the purpose?” It prompted me to search for the meaning of my life and my existence on the earth plane. The door to understanding my life purpose didn’t open until I was introduced to the teachings of Maitreya through his channel Margaret McElroy at age 48 – my Chiron Return.
The second book of the series is about my learning experiences of spiritual development on the metaphysical level under the direct guidance and training of Maitreya and his deep trance channel Margaret McElroy. What I have gone through in the past 14 years has completely changed my perspective about life and about myself. It not only answered my questions, “Why am I here? Why did I have a difficult father and a dysfunctional family? But it also enabled me to understand the purpose and essences of life, my karma, my past life issues and chosen life lessons. I stopped blaming and complaining about people and happenings, and started to take full responsibility for my life, my actions and reactions, and my choices and decisions. I was able to find my true passion in the service to Spirit by assisting fellow souls on their earthly journey. Through my learning experiences, the second book illustrates many topics that have direct connection and influence to our soul journey and soul development, such as astrology, energy, karma, past lives and past life energy, life lessons, working with Spirit, and conscious living, etc. You may find it helpful for your life journey, and it may resonate with your experiences, or answer your question Save s, or give you insight and a different perspective.
These writings are the personal experiences of my life. It is my life journey and my own truth. It is not my intention to judge or hurt anyone mentioned, for this book is only my perceptions, my feelings, my experiences and my truth. If you feel that this book in someway is helpful to you and your life journey, I am happy for you; if you do not agree with what I share in this book, it is perfectly fine with me because my truth is not your truth. I sincerely hope that you will find your own truth and follow it through in your unique life journey. It is good with me.
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